Well after I bared it all yesterday, you embraced me with open arms. I was relieved and also thankful for the love and support from all of you - thanks. I am not brave or courageous, mostly just nuts. I just felt that if I had to go through the nastiness of anxiety/depression that the Lord should atleast be able to use my story for His glory.
And that is the thing folks....
It is not about me at the end of the day - it is all about Him. He doesn't promise smooth sailing in this life, we live in a yucky, messed up fallen world but He does promise to be with us in the good, bad and oh so yucky ugly times.
So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.
Even when I was alone tormented with my own thoughts, God never left me. Even though I went through this, I never lost faith in Him. And although I don't like going through tough times, if He can use me to help others, I am thankful.
So we will keep up the good fight, every day is new and life will be bumpy at times but we know we are not alone. Share your story, you never know how God will use it. And use it, He will!!!